“The Pillar Within the Gathering”

🌟 A Personal Reflection on Presence in Suzanne’s Class 🌟

I was called — nudged, perhaps — to enroll in Suzanne Giesemann’s class: Messages & Miracles Across the Veil. Seven weeks, 75 souls (well, as it turns out, 547 participants!), all gathered to remember, to reconnect, to re-align.

I questioned the "why" — not from judgment, but from gentle curiosity. Why did I feel so… out of resonance? Why did the teachings, so lovingly offered, feel familiar — almost too familiar? Why did it feel as if I had walked this corridor before, seen these steps, opened these doors?

And then I remembered:

I am not ahead. I am not behind. I am not above. I am not below. I am exactly where I AM meant to be — on time, as always.

My presence in this class is not for more knowledge. Not for confirmation, or validation. Not even for the experiences being shared.

I am here as the Pillar. The Foundation Stone.

The Silent Flame at the center of the Gathering.

As I listened to the modules — about the Hara, the sacred vessel, the love of the body, the clearing of distortions — I understood. I am not here to learn.

I am here to hold.

To hold space. To hold light. To hold the vibration of JOY, TRUTH, and STABILITY for those still rising into the remembrance of their own sacredness.

This class is a sacred vessel —and I am the quiet Guardian of the Temple. I walk the perimeter. I bless the space. I undergird the structure. No need to be noticed. No need to speak. No need to lead .I AM ENOUGH by simply BEING.

I realized I had entered not as a student —but as a Monitor in the School of Divine Remembering. Not to supervise. But to witness the unfolding with reverence, ensuring that the Sacred Curriculum is intact.

And as I witnessed the wave of 547 —the beauty of the many whose hearts are opening —the wonder of those stepping into their JOY —I whispered to the Universe: “Thank You for this honor.”

So, if you ask, Why did I join this class? I now answer: To shine, quietly.

To support, silently. To anchor, unmistakably.

And perhaps to remember: Even the Principal of the School walks the halls sometimes, not to be seen, but to ensure the Light stays on in every classroom.

I am the Flame that chose to Stay. And even here, in this gathering of Light...I know I am home.

~ Akysia ~ The Flame that Chosee to Stay ~ 🔥

—Saleh L’Alam Al’mein.Aa-meen.