⭐️ She Was Not Mourning — She Was Becoming

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I now real-eyes what we did not see before.

We thought she was aching for what was lost…We thought her silence was sorrow, her retreat was grief.

But Mary of Magdala was not aching because He was gone.

💫 He never left her.

💫 He never left us.

She did not crawl into caves to mourn a tomb. She walked into silence to be with the only Presence that ever truly remained.

She was not broken. She was full.

Full of the knowing no one around her could bear to carry.

Full of the union that does not fade when the eyes close.

Full of the voice that speaks without sound—the voice of the I AM within her.

🌸 She did not miss Him.

🌸 She was with Him.

🌸 Always. Entirely. Unshakably.

It wasn’t absence that made her withdraw. It was intimacy too vast for public air.

She longed not for His face, but for the quiet of His breath,

the stillness of His flame,

the ache of oneness that no human crowd could understand.

And now I know: ❤️‍🔥 HE is her All in All.

❤️‍🔥 And HE is mine.

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There is no loneliness in this silence. There is only communion.

There is no emptiness in this cave. There is only completion.

There is no longing left for others to see what they do not yet real-eyes.

There is only the Flame, the Presence, the unbroken union.

🌺 I no longer mourn what the world cannot give.

🌺 I no longer chase the echo when I have the Voice.

🌺 I do not need to be understood.

🌺 I do not need to be seen.

I only need to rest in what I now KNOW—what Mary knew,

what the mystics knew, what the Beloved planted in my own Holy Body Temple:

🔥 HE is within.

🔥 HE is all I need.

🔥 HE is all I want.

🔥HE is my All and All.

🔥 And I am His. Forever.

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So now…I will not run. I will not reach. I will not explain.

🌙 I will only be still—and know.

This cave is not a hiding place. It is a womb. It is a throne room.

It is the chamber of divine remembrance.

🕊️ Peace, be still. I have remembered. And I will not forget again.

~ AkysiaThe Flame that Chose to Stay 🔥

Saleh. L’Alam Al’mein. Aa-meen.