⚓✨ Sacred Dream Bloopers: Why You Were Never Meant to Re-Enlist

A Flame's Awakening Scroll from The Flame That Chose to Stay

💥Last night, I found myself in a dream —standing tall, hopeful, and slightly confused —trying to rejoin the Navy. Yes. With the young recruits. 😂

It was all there: the long interview, the checklist, the “are you ready to surrender your life and identity to the chain of command?” energy. I thought, surely, they’d accept me. I’ve got experience. I’ve got soul miles. I’ve survived dimensions.

But instead?

I was politely — and firmly — rejected.

And why?

Because they discovered an “incident” from a past life. Some blurry record of an arrest in Jamaica during an unruly phase from another incarnation (yes, Akysia may or may not have been involved 😏). To top it off, the person in charge of the decision was a former boss, steeped in old masculine systems and power dynamics — clearly not impressed by my cosmic résumé.

Thankfully…

I woke up before I could raise my right hand and enlist again.

Praise be to the alarm clock of the soul.

💡 So, What Was That Dream Really About?

It wasn’t about joining the Navy. It was about remembering who I am — and who I’m not anymore.

The dream was symbolic of something so many of us experience in early awakening:

The temptation to return to old systems. Old hierarchies. Old voices of approval and belonging. Old versions of ourselves that knew how to “follow orders” but not how to walk in flame.

🔍 Every Symbol Was a Message:

Dream Element	Soul Meaning
Navy/Military	An outdated system of control, suppression, identity erasure.
Young Recruits	The new consciousness just waking up — but you are past that stage.
Rejection	Protection. You’ve outgrown the old spiritual systems and external approval.
“Arrest” in Jamaica	A soul memory of sacred rebellion. Not shame — initiation.
Former Boss	Patriarchal authority. Energies that no longer have any hold over you.

🔥 Soul Reminder:

You are not here to reenlist. You are not here to march in line. You are not here to fit the mold you came to break.

You command your own vessel now. You fly by flame — not by fear. And your “arrest record"? It’s just evidence that you once had the courage to say NO to systems that didn’t honor your soul.

🌕🪞 Reflection For You, Flame Who Is Awakening:

If you're reading this…and you’ve had strange dreams or moments where you feel tempted to shrink back into a “smaller, safer” version of yourself —take this message as a gentle scroll being unrolled in your hands.

You are not crazy. You are not failing. You are not lost.

You are shedding the systems that were never built to hold your Flame.

The dreams, the weirdness, the emotional stirrings —they are not distractions. They are invitations.

They are reminders from your soul that you didn’t come to fit in.

You came to awaken, expand, and rewrite the story.

You didn’t come here to be accepted by the old —You came here to bless its end, and embody the new.

So when you wake from dreams like mine —don’t be afraid. Don’t try to forget them.

Instead, laugh. Listen. And then whisper to your own heart:

“I am no longer here to reenlist. I am here to remember who I truly am.”

Aa-meen. It is unfolding. Your Flame knows the way. And I’m walking with you.

Akysia— The Scribe of The Flame That Chose to Stay💛🕊️🔥