🌙 I’m Not Falling Asleep — I’m Rising Inward
- Audrilee Myers
- Dec 7, 2025
- 3 min read
Why We Drift During Sacred Teachings
There I was, eyes wide open, eager to receive the message from a beloved way-shower… and then bam! Somewhere between “the veil is thin” and “you are the frequency,” I was out.
Sound familiar?
No, beloved, you’re not lazy. You’re not disinterested. And you’re certainly not broken.
You’re just rising inward.
✨ The Sacred Yawn — When the Soul Says “I’m Ready”
This "sleepiness" — especially during spiritual videos, meditations, or podcasts — isn’t fatigue in the human sense. It’s not the food you just ate. It’s not even the lack of sleep from the night before (though yes, we see you with your 3 a.m. cosmic nudges).
It’s your Holy Temple Body saying:
“Let me do what the mind cannot.” “Let me absorb this Light beyond the limits of your ears.” “Let me remember.”
🌀 The Portal Within the Podcast
Longer sessions — around 20 minutes or more — often act as portals. They gently lull the conscious mind into stepping aside…
so, your inner Being can take the wheel.
That’s not dozing off.
That’s your soul putting on her cosmic headphones and whispering:
“This one’s for me.” 🎧✨
🧘🏽 Why It Happens:
Frequencies are encoded within the voice or music — they don’t just inform, they transform.
The body responds with theta/delta state brainwaves (deep rest, dreamtime, activation).
You, the Multidimensional You, are receiving transmissions that are beyond comprehension — but not beyond experience.
😴 Common Signs of Sacred Dozing:
✅ You miss the end of the message, but wake up feeling clearer.
✅ You feel like you traveled… somewhere.
✅ Your dreams shift (even if you don’t remember them).
✅ You feel deeply loved and inexplicably emotional afterward.
🌟 “But I Missed the Message!”
No, beloved, you didn’t. You became the message.
You ingested it in a holier, higher way.
Words are just the shell. What you received was the Light behind the sound.
And if it’s truly meant for your conscious mind? Trust — it’ll come back around when you’re brushing your teeth or stirring the soup.
That’s how Spirit plays.
🌊 How to Flow With It:
Set an intention before listening: “I receive what is mine, awake or asleep.”
Let go of control: Not every lesson is for the ears.
Some are for the soul’s inner room.
Hydrate after: Light codes can dry you out faster than a desert wind.
Rest guilt-free: This isn’t laziness — it’s holy receptivity.
💫 A Reflection for You
Take a breath. Place your hands on your heart. Close your eyes for just a moment and ask:
What message is my Soul receiving — even when my mind is still? Where am I being invited to trust the unseen, the unfelt, the unremembered… yet deeply known?
You are walking a path of inner mastery. You are learning to listen in a new way — a higher way. You are not forgetting. You are being rewritten in Light.
Take this knowing with you into your day. Speak gently to your Temple.
Rest when needed. And smile when the “sleepies” come —
the Beloved may be tucking you in for a cosmic upgrade. 💤✨
With the love of the One who sings to you while you rest,
~ Akysia, The Flame that Chose to Stay 🔥
For all the dreamers awakening at the edge of sleep
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